Came so Far for Beauty

這三天都在做 “STOP HST" 在台灣文化節的 volunteer. 19號在downtown 也有一個遊行，也是要去參加的。這兩晚看了兩場show. 昨晚是林國基的fashion show. 今天晚上是 Tizzy Bac, Hsu-Nami, 和范逸臣。 每一次看樂隊的演出，都會覺得慚愧，因為原來人生可以這樣極致。當然那也是一種靈感和力量。很喜歡。只是票價很貴喔。

也許有些事情是宿命。也許有些事情如果注定要經歷。也許有些事情一定要經過極致。似乎真的無法輕輕帶過。似乎真的不可自欺欺人。 決定了：用力去愛吧！好好愛！我要好好去愛！愛愛愛愛愛愛愛！真的真的好想好想這樣做，真的！好開心。好解脫。

雜草叢生的BLOG! 現在在vancouver 自己很喜歡的一個區 Kitsilano 裡面，在看一些東西。很喜歡這個區，覺得這裡每一個人都是獨立的，有自己的空間，連空氣也是自由的。我在說甚麼呢？ 昨晚系 SafeWay 買也的時候，看見一個title裡面的：200 top shops. Yeah, the top 200 shops in Vancouver. 即刻買左。其實這樣的書，系書的背面抄下網址，就可以不用買的。最後還是買左。不知道為甚麼覺得買這類的書很著數：因為一本雜誌的價錢可以知道成個城市的商店，浦點。信息量很大，很實用。喜歡這樣的東西。翻開一看，書將 Vancouver 分成了好幾個區，裡面有總結每一個區的 Average Age; Residents per block; Percentage of renters; Median household income; Typical household. 你体体，幾實用！曾經想過讀 STATISTICS, 因為感覺每個人都會對統計的數字有需要，覺得那樣的工作很 essential. 翻完本雜誌，令我有一個感想：其實與其選擇在哪一個國家生活，倒不如將你所在國家的那個城市的每一個角落了解透，然後花多一些心思去選擇在哪一個區落戶還好吧！因為其實不同的區其實可以有很不一樣的生活態度和style, 建築不一樣，飲食不一樣，語言不一樣，氛圍等等，太多。國家也許太大了，城市的具體某一個區反而來得更實在。其實選擇國家，只不過是在選擇城市。我會為了一個區而忘記了自己在哪一個國家的。 如果對 vancouver 有興趣的朋友，可以 click the link: vanmag.com 絮絮叨叨了一下，明天有一個挺重要的 networking, 有些許緊張，我知道是因為自己信心不夠。不管了，希望在明天吧！要加油加油加油！總是會好的，我想。

DONT LAUGH TOO OUT LOUD BUDDIES. I KNOW I LOOK A LITTLE BIT DIFFERENT. KAKAKA... EVERY MIN NOW FEELING LIKE WTF. EVERYDAY I OPEN MY EYES AND LOOK AT THE MIRROR THE FIRST TIME TO CHECK WHETHER MY FACE IS STILL SWELLING & BRUISING. ANYWAYS I WILL KEEP UPLOADING PICS FOR BETTER LOOKING LAAAAA.... KEEP IN TOUCH

明天一早就要到醫院，枯牙兩年半有多，終於等來這個手術，手術之後再過六個星期就可以拆左個牙枯。太好拉，太好拉，想想也興奮。

 I have just finished reading all the materials for the surgery and post-surgery healing periods. I just confirm that it needs about 10-16 weeks to be fully recovered. Oh, my gosh, I am all prepared for all the pain, swelling, and bleeding to come. Can I not prepare for it? All right, come on, come on, I am ready for it! I swear! I have already highlighted all the important notes and marked my calendar to give myself a reminder about what is expected to happen. All right, I am fully ready except there are some questions remained to ask the nurses to clear them up tomorrow morning. Well, I have gone through a surgery before and that helps calm myself quite a bit. I should have a BIG MEAL tonight before the "pain journey" starting tomorrow. Now waiting for sister bringing me back some delicious SUSHI & CHEESE CAKE.

 爸爸和弟弟現在剛到上海，兩個小時之後他們就要上飛機飛過來了。12個小時之後當我從 general anesthesia 醒過來的時候，就會看見他們拉。不過，真的很不好意思，我又要讓他們擔心了，因為我會成為一個真正豬頭LOOK. 清空了房間，身水身漢。兩三年的東西一下子該扔的就扔了，經過挑選後才可以留下來。很喜歡房間空空的，很乾淨，很清新的感覺。覺得生活有了reborn 的感覺。Yeah, reborn!

終於考完試。 房間太亂，需要整理的東西好多，需要一個plannnnnnn.......

Finally 4 done, 2 left to go for the final exams. Will be done by this FRI.

Here are some notes that came up into my mind today, I would like to drop them down:

1. It is almost all about seeking out what, I called "SATISFACTORY POINT" is. After that, everything goes towards it and therefore the true happiness will gradually come to us. Once you have found what you are truly happy about, you have found yourself. Once you have found yourself, be MERRY!!! I have seen most of the people don't have their own happiness because they have lost themselves. Also and more important, be honest to who you are and therefore to what you are really satisfied about.

2. Learn (includes READ + THINK). Discuss (includes LISTEN). Debate (includes BE ON THE POINTS). (includes: bring your BRAIN + SWEAT onto the table.)

3. 1st to TAKE GOOD CARE of ourselves ------> 2nd to FEEL GOOD about ourselves -----> 3rd to TAKE GOOD CARE of others.

4. BE PASSIONATE. BE PASSIONATE. BE HOPEFUL. BE WHO YOU ARE. BE PASSIONATE about who you are & what you are doing. GO FOR YOUR SATISFACTORY POINTS.

Thank you Winn for your encouragement and congratulations to your job interview. I know you will success, cheers!! Thank you Jue for your quote: A quote for you to do something that you want to do in the future: you must start by doing all the things that you don't want to do. Jue, cheer up. I know you will success, too. Don't forget our dinner on May 22nd, ok? Thank you Ivan... cheers, cheers, cheers!!!!!!!!! And also Annie, you are a very tough and sweet girl, cheers, cheers, too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!